When reading books or watching TV, I often find
myself transported to another world, another idea, another reality. Watching
the finals of the Womens World Cup today, I forgot for a little while, that I
was in Vanuatu. But then I’d look out the concrete door frame and see my
family’s bush kitchen, the extra tin propped up against the side to keep out
the wind; see the chickens pecking away, unfettered, in the grass; hear the
laughter and conversations of the women by the fire. And back to the TV, back to
my nostalgia of a game not played in far too long. But then I’d listen to the
announcers on TV, commenting on the game in French, and after a disorienting moment,
I’d be thinking in French. Thinking of my classes at Carleton; thinking of
watching Tim Rake act out a scene for us; thinking of our 8th grade
trip to France, and my host family there. And back to the TV, back to the
newfound sense of patriotism I feel now that I live so far away. But then Tony
would say “Be Japan bae i win! US emi no tuf. Japan emi nambawan.” And my head
would spin for a second, attempting to reorient myself to Bislama, before
uttering some underwhelming retort. The constant spinning, jarring,
reorientation to my surroundings. The forgetting, the remembering, the thoughts
of home, the thoughts of friends and places I wouldn’t see for so long, and the
reminders of the place that is my home for this time…for me, the World Cup
today was more than just a soccer game. It really was a world-wide experience.
I wish blogspot had a "like" option. This is wonderful, capturing an experience that few of us ever have, not on this scale, or over this time span. You tell Tony for me: US em YES tuf.
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